So a year ago, I wrote "The Rant" after being really upset in regards to a series of billboards referring to the Christian belief as "Fairy Tales", which had me rather livid. Here it is a year later and I debated whether or not I was going to even bother with a Throwback Thursday because I didn't know if I wanted to revisit this topic. My original post was pretty angry and I try not to be too angry of a person. I also didn't feel that the post really fit the feel of my blog as I try to keep postings somewhat lighthearted. However, after much debate and prayer, I decided I would once again revisit this topic.
My anger has indeed simmered down from the boiling temperatures that it was last year - no longer a newly revived Christian, I don't feel the need to defend my decisions and my opinions from those who challenge them. But they still get challenged. Just last week, when I posted a picture on my facebook of our Christmas decorations, including my vinyl nativity, a very old friend from childhood (who, ironically, use to attend church with me) made comments in regards to Christmas being a stolen Pagan holiday. I've gotten much more tolerant to these types of comments.
|The Cross at Riverfront Park in Port Neches, Texas|
However, I still get upset over the Anti-Christian sentiments that are being spread. A situation that is near and dear to my heart right now concerns a cement Cross that stands about three blocks from where I graduated high school, in Port Neches Park. The Cross has stood on the property for over 45 years, overlooking the Neches River. It was a memorial given to the city in honor of the many lives lost in the various wars. For 45 years nobody had any issue with it, until recently a letter from the Freedom From Religion Foundation stated that there was a complaint and that the cross made atheists and non believers feel as if they were excluded from the community.
I grew up in a "Christian" family. I use that word lightly because my father was a child molester, my step mother knew all about it and my aunt was having an affair with her married boss yet we all attended church on Sunday and quoted scripture. Because of this, religion left a bitter taste in my mouth and I turned my back on God when I was 17. However, during some very terrible times that very year, I often sat in the shadow of that Cross and cried my heart out. I have said many times that the grass in front of that cross was watered with my tears - a broken child who the system and everyone else had forgot.
It is my hope that eventually, we will all learn to just accept each other for our beliefs. I don't think that will happen, but it is a hope. I hope the Cross stays and that others will learn to just accept that unless they are a believer, that cross is nothing more than a few concrete cinder blocks. To be offended by it means that you have put some sort of meaning to it.
I still have friends who are Atheist, Agnostic, Homosexual and the likes. I still do not judge them and I accept them for who they are and who they love. It's not my place to judge. I only wish, however, that the respect that I show them would be reflected back in the acceptance of my own beliefs. Instead I see constant postings on my friends Facebooks in regards to "Christian Mafia" and calling Christians "Nutjobs" and delusional for bowing to an imaginary idol from a fairy tale book.
So while a year has gone by, nothing really has changed except that I have found a peace in my heart that I feel the Lord has put there, to show tolerance and understanding but to know that either way, I love them and will pray they one day find the truth. When I see a friend talk about how crazy or how judgmental Christians are, I remind them that I have always accepted them as they are, have always offered my friendship to them without any strings and that I feel sad they think so lowly of me. I hope that my love and acceptance will eventually show them what being a Christian really means.
If they are right and I am wrong, that there is no Heaven and no God and we just die and turn to worm bait, well then, I die and turn to wormbait, the end.. However, if I am right and they are wrong, well, I hope they realize the truth before it's too late.
Either way, I will pray for them.
This post is part of the Throwback Thursday linkup found at the "Tots and Me.. Growing up Together" Blog. Do you have a Throwback Thursday post you'd like to share? Click the button below to add your link
Originally Posted December 3rd, 2014
This is going to be a different sort of post. more like a gripe then anything of any educational value.. I normally do not type controversial stuff on my blog, but this really has me upset..
Before actually learning the song, I wanted the kids to learn about the song.. Who was the Little Drummer Boy singing to and why? Out household isn't as spiritual as I would like it to be and while the kids know who God and who Jesus were, I really failed as a mother to bring the Christmas Story to them. I planned to change that this year as we will be doing a few lapbooks in regards to the symbols of Christmas ( a wonderful unit I picked up from "In the Hands of a Child" and teaching them the Nativity story in depth from their bibles starting next week.. However, for this week, I just wanted something very quick that I could show the kids in regards to the real meaning of Christmas, the birth of Christ and then move on.
I'm ashamed to say, it took me forever to find ANYTHING to show the kids, and even when I finally found something, it was a very low quality video on youtube.. Amazon Prime, who is usually my go to when it comes to VeggieTales videos, did not have either the Saint Nicolas or the Little Drummer Boy episodes.. I tried finding anything aimed for children in regards to the Christmas Story.. Heck, I even tried several Church and Spiritual Roku channels in hope to find something, anything, in regards to the Nativity.. I struck out almost everywhere..We ended up finally finding "The Beginner's Bible" channel on youtube who had a video in regards to the birth of Christ. However, we're not really big fans of "The Beginner Bible".. My kids never really took much interest in the drawings and the stories were way too simplistic in my opinion. Well, at least they watched the video. But I really got to wondering why the availability of actual spiritual based Christmas movies has seemed to really decline in recent years. I remember watching "A Charlie Brown Christmas" when I was a child but yet it's not on the ABC Family lineup this year.. Instead are movies like "Baby Daddy" and "Pretty Little Liars Christmas Special"..
As said, the kids are familiar with Jesus and with "Baby Jesus" (although sometimes I wonder if they honestly
|Garrett checking out the new decoration|
Tonight we will sit down together, all three kids and myself, and we will read from our Children's bible the story of Jesus's birth.. This year, rather than Christmas tree crafts and wreaths, we will make nativity projects and learn about the symbolism of the candy cane. Heck, I might even ban Rudolf from our house this year ;) All I know is that I want the kids to start understanding having a relationship with Jesus, not just pointing to a representation of him and saying that's who it is.
Which brings me to why I'm so upset about all of this....
Last night, I read a story that broke my heart.. The story was about a series of billboards being hung by an Atheist organization throughout America which features a child writing a letter to Santa, saying all they want for Christmas this year is not not be forced to go to church, because they are too old to believe in Fairy Tales.
|Wish I could remove the website, but then they could sue me!|
This has been a sore subject in my household as of lately.. I have a few friends who are Atheists and for the most part, they respect my choice in religious believes and I respect theirs.. Faith is exactly that, a belief based on something you cannot see or cannot prove. I chose to believe that there is a greater entity besides myself out there and that upon my death, I will hopefully join him beyond the pearly gates with my loved ones. If others choose not to believe this way, that's their right and I won't force my beliefs on them (but will pray that eventually they see things differently).. I am a firm believer in the what the Mark Gungor (a Pastor out of Green Bay, WI) says in regards to atheists and
|Mark Gungor.. I absolutely LOVE this guy!!!|
These are the guidelines I choose to live by.. and so my friends that are atheists are treated as I would treat everyone else. I don't sit and criticize their beliefs, I don't belittle their facebook posts that support Atheist movements (Although it breaks my heart to see them posting about removing crosses from the 9/11 museum or to get "Under God" taken out of the Pledge of Allegiance). But as much as I try to respect their beliefs, I really do feel that my own beliefs are being stepped on. Atheists do not want to even SEE my bible or my cross or anything that even remotely represents Christianity. Just having any icon that represents the Christian religion is suddenly a huge infringement on their civil rights and they demand its removal. It's not enough for them just to ignore it, they have to get rid of it..
Back when I turned my back on my own faith, I never was offended by the site of a cross or a bible or even a picture of Christ.. I could look at a cross and maybe appreciate the beauty in a very ornately made one.. If someone said a prayer, I would remain silent, glancing down at the floor until it was over in order to respect those who wanted to pray. Respect is no longer in our vocabulary.. If you don't like something, you are entitled to do whatever you want to make you happy, it seems, unless you are a Christian.. Then, you're out of luck, because anything you say or do infringes on everyone's rights.
Last week, we celebrated Thanksgiving and we talked about the Pilgrims and the people who came to this new world for the right to worship as they wanted, without the government prosecuting them for it. I came to a realization that with the way things are going in this world right now, we're well on our way to being right back in that situation. Businesses are being legally prosecuted for upholding their beliefs in regards to gay marriages, Hobby Lobby was prosecuted for their religious beliefs for not offering certain forms of birth
I guess my long winded point is, this year, my kids will learn the true story of Christmas. Fairy tale or no, I will educate my kids to what my beliefs are and then later down the road, if they choose to question or challenge those beliefs, I welcome them to do so. I did the same thing as I got to my young adult years and I have gradually gravitated back to beliefs from early on in my formative years. We still have the Christmas tree, the presents and the lights but we also have our Nativity scene and we still have our bible. Here's just hoping we don't have to spend 66 days at sea on a boat to find someplace where I can teach those values to my kids without prosecution.